ngek ngek ngek

i think i'm leaving this blog FFUFUFUFUFUF OTL
coz im too lazy to blog

so u may see updates from time to time at my lj acc
NOTE : *COUGHRANTCOUGH*

here ',' http://o3o_myst.livejournal.com/

make sure you hv lj acc fufu coz i might set it to private? '.'


TA-TA BLOGGERRRRR~

omnom

Life is school was okay
not as stressful as The Science Stream
BUAHAHAH

but. ea is hard and ICT has lots of work
OTL

out maths teacher is funny
his name is MrCheah. Jack Cheah XD
he said .. girls.. 144 times
[yes we counted]

overall i like my class <3

we have 21 ppl in class.
10 chinese, 2 indians and 8 malays
8DD i feel happy in this class >w<



we have a balcony where we can commit suicide 8DDDDDD

and everyday we have to climb stairs to reach class T_T
tiring like hell. dahlah bag is heavy

im getting shorter .. T_T

i joined.. photography club, editorial board, and .. renjer puteri[i wun be going anyways -.-]

\o/

all hail photog club \o/

RESOLUTION 2010 BITCHES 8D

Short-term Goal

- MOOLAHHHH
- get job ;A;

Long Term
- save money
- improve cosplay
-improve drawing
- Correct all the bad attitudes and be a better person.
-but a tablet
-MORE SHOOTS >:U


YES I HAVE NOT MUCH RESOLUTIONS \o/

emo post. dont read if you dont want to -.-

haiz. my family is breaking apart
my sis and i hate each other
my dad and bro fight alot
mom and dad oso fight

idk what to do anymore.
i've already decided. and told my parents.
by the time i finish spm. either my sis gets her buttass married and move out or i will.
i cannot take her behavior any longer
she finds trouble and gets me in trouble,
when i start to argue back, she would slap me.
she thinks by slapping me i will obey her like a slave. PFFT .
she will never gain my respect my doing that.
earn the respect. not getting it by force
well.
by that type of "BITCHY" behavior, how can i just keep quiet and accept it?
you must be crazy.

obviously i would go in defense mode la.
then my parents. who dont anything will scold me because i 'pok chui'
WTF weih

if i had to choose my friends or my family. i may choose none.
family already like that so i will not depend on them. when my parents pass on. i lagi die la.
maybe time will heal our relationship but idk when la.
she already declared in front of my mom SHE HATES ME.
so what. like i care if u hate me . i hate you more. than anyone else in the world
She is the worst sister i will ever have.

and friends. no friends last forever. they come and they go.

oh look at my sis and my bro outsude. talking to each other. having fun me leh? sit here with no one to talk to. everyday at home is like that.

i come back from schl. eat. bathe. do hw. on com. eat dinner. bath. so stuffs.. pack bad. sleep.

no communications at all.
my only communication is my msn friends.
like that oso my parents want to take away from me.
what else do i have? i cant go out.

at schl i feel much happier. be around some ppl.
it totally distract my mind from what is happening to me at home. i can barely remember what sorrow i have at home. cosplay too. i feel happy. but sad when im going home.

i conceal my feelings. im soo hyper but im actually sad . ooh. im like a pokerface arent i?

some ppl say my personality gets effect from the house. so i bring my bad personalities[annoying, talkative, etc] from home because maybe im lonely and needs more attention . but it tends to annoy ppl so i will try my best not to bring my family matter to my friends.
i dont have any ppl to confide this matter either o_o
oh well.


i guess mainly why am i so annoying or etc is the reasons above?
so
i would like to say im really sorry to everyone i have done wrong to, hurt, or said mean things or said things i dont mean.
and sorry i have borrowed money and unable to pay.
as you can see my parents arent the type to give you whole stack of money and let you spend it.
i have tight allowance [rm25 perweek for schl.. and some money i use for stuffs like food, books, class funds.] and each month i can only get RM50-80.

so im really sorry.
i have to start sewing soon as i can afford much of any costumes anymore -.-
and sorry if i need to borrow your costumes/wigs ;A;
im really sorry.

i hope to get a job so that i can occupy myself with some work that can pull me out of my misery and regret emotions. i want a job . why do my bday have to be so far away.


to ppl that hates me, dislike me or wtv[you know who you are] :
so sorry la if you dont like me nor my behavior but that's the way i am. i am trying for a change. hey, rome wasn't built in a day you know =..= dont expect me to change my persona in just like one week -.-

again. sry for the emo post. [i donot cut myself like a emo person does. i have a life]
okay okay. i just want to spill everything out. aa.. i feel like my heart has just lighten up.
thanks for lettting me waste your precious time reading this bullshit here .. or myb no one will even care to read this
<3

CF 09

cf is over
\o/

pic pic piccssss

i feel very malas to upload la =..=

some one hack my account and help me upload?

8Db

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKVR8Xgau5c

yeahhhh~ osm osm osm osm ---- video XD

will super update tonite.. with piccies 8D

| ahoshi | - says:
*/:D
* lalala
*damn you
*XD
*oops wrng coo O_O
**wrong convo
*ぁゅみ* ♥ª\ʋɯɨ♥ [ anticipation ] says:
*o.o
*LOL!!!!
*SOB
*u curse me
| ahoshi | - says:
*wry sob?
*SRYYYY DADDY
*but correct mah i curse you
*>_>
*dis me
*HAHAHAHA
**disown
*ぁゅみ* ♥ª\ʋɯɨ♥ [ anticipation ] says:
*LOL!
| ahoshi | - says:
*ahhahaah nvm. i still be ur kid even if u disown me
*ぁゅみ* ♥ª\ʋɯɨ♥ [ anticipation ] says:
*u really wan me to disown u?
| ahoshi | - says:
*-.-
*of course dun wan lah
*-.-
*ぁゅみ* ♥ª\ʋɯɨ♥ [ anticipation ] says:
*lOL!
*okaaaaaay
| ahoshi | - says:
*LOL la you dad
*aya you know lah. very lucky o. have a osm son like me
* /hidung panjang
*ぁゅみ* ♥ª\ʋɯɨ♥ [ anticipation ] says:
*lol yes i noe
**cuts nose
| ahoshi | - says:
*XD


lol XAN lol

XD ahahha


EHHH?


im harry :D


*gasp* hantuuuu

this is owned by feli, me and xan.
no saving :D

gah
boredom strikes

movies watched recently [this week]

2012
Hannah Montana the Movie
17 Again
I love you Beth Cooper
Mall Cop
G-Force
PUSH
up
Ninja
Final Destination 4
Saw 6
Terminator Salvation
Inglorious Bastards
Public Enemies
Ice Age 3
New Moon
Kung Fu Panda


Games Played Recently [this week]
[ ]Kingdom Hearts 358-2 Days [NDS]
[ ] The World Ends With You . Joshua pt [NDS]
[x] Cooking Mama 3 [NDS]
[x] Mana Khemia 2 [PS2]
[x] Persona 4 [PS2]
[ ] Katekyo Hitman Reborn Flame Rumble X [NDS]
[x] Katekyo Hitman Reborn Bongole Festival [NDS]
[x] Atelier Annie : Alchemist of Sera Island [NDS]
[ ]Rune Factory 3
[ ]Touch Mechanic

hehe im bored P:

hehe i get bored

no i didnt >: *denies*

yay


chuuu~


i will try to be happy >:

yeah you do [=





I TRY NOT TO TAKEEEE

yes i have happy pills orz

orz

RAVEN call me MANLY


;A;

orz

and
cyril [the axn guy]

cyril = cereal

/o/

weird week

for 2nd time in my life i missed schl >,<
life's very very boring at home


1st
me : ok time to draw. *SAI loads* WTF??! Trial expired? nuuuuuuuu ;A; nvm. i still draw. ok. *takes tablet pen to draw* HUH? why cannot draw one? *looks around* ... oh.din plug to com.
swt||

=A=||

2nd
Dad : where's my glasses???
Me: where you last left it?
Dad: i remember it was here *mumbles*
Mum:*knitting*
Mum: *looks at my dad* ITS ON YOUR HEAD LAH
Dad:*touches glasses on his head* Oh.
Everyone : *laughs hysterically*

3rd
NDS
me : *playing Cooking Mama 3* cooking failed.
me : NUUU WATAFACK WHYYYY GRRRR WHY GRR
Mum : ...

yes i talk to myself
/lalala


i wanna go out wuuuu ;A;
WHY CANT I BOOK NEW MOON GRRR

*edit*
YAY I MANAGE TO BOOK NEW MOON /does pelvic dance
4 ppl.
i invite Karmun, Feli, Moco
HAHA. we din hang out long enuff that dat day >,<
i sorry it have to be sunway orz

super late outing

wuuuu ;A:
i'm sorry feli. and moco, elrin, karmun and feli's friends ;A;

i came so darn late

FISH!

half the movie gone -_-;;
make u miss oso

stupid taxi driver
how the hell he dont know where is 1U?!?!?!

STORY

left the hse to sunway pyramid at 4 ++
cut hair [fail hair. faster grow ;A;]
go buy bubble tea.
naik bus to LRT Kelana Jaya
took wrong bus and nearly end up in Puchong
STUPID TRAFFIC JAM
no traffic light oso can jam wan =.=

get off bus
take the taxi
[BLAADY TAXI]

around 5 ++?
got jam and lost all the way to Damansara Uptown
then karmun they all have to pick me up at Old Town White Coffee Shop.

wuuu I SORRYYYY

then watch 'A CHRISTMAS CAROL'

the christmas soul laugh like crazy person only -.-
good job Jim!
epic wins!

was suppose to go Feli hse but you know ;;; parents
YAP YAP YAP

grrrr...

nvm
next week you all come over my hse xD
can sleepover oso

HAHAHA
if u wan -_-


i miss you guys edi ;A;

just remember bring yr lappie along
my hse use com got curfew
so better if u bring ur own

faster come! haha
din get to take pic PFFFTT
next timeeee

we shall go gila when the wigs come
we try all the wigs WAHAHAHAHCOUGHCOUGH
and coughtakepicpostinbloghahahahacough




i think im crazy

food trauma

the food in australia is VERY LARGE

like one plate of regular looks like LARGE MEAL

i food trauma di so no
1) meat
2) maggi mee
3) porridge
4) subways o_o


/lalala

Melbourne

i feel so dead.no com. orz

AND MELBOURNE SO PANAS

I HATE YOU YOU SUN!

i'm black color di T_T

MANA KHEMIA~~~~~~

OMG OMG I HAVE BEEN SOOOOO ADDICTED WITH THIS GAME
i love Atlus~ and and~ *mutters*

i love these games <3 Atelier Iris 1



main character is Klein Kiesling

Atelier Iris 2

i forgot the main character's name ._.

and behold ~ the BEST one among the Three Chronicles is
ATELIER IRIS 3~


i love this game TwT

EDGE VANHITE~ I LOVE YOUUUUU


the girl is Iris~



then there's Nell, Yulia, Ash, Pamela



all the three sagas have Pamela in it. why? coz she's a ghost ~
and she's immortal...
WAIT. oh yea. she's in Mana Khemia 1 too xD


Atelier iris 1


atelier iris 3


Mana Khemia 1

she hasnt really changed. just the clothings xD

ok back to the story

MANA KHEMIA 1


and

now playing~ [yes all the sagas i finished edi except this >: ]



there's Ulrika, Raze, Uryu, *mutters*


I LOVE RAZE's SWORD AHURHURHUR



IM SOOOO COSPLAYING HIM NEXT YEAR with my dying will~
anyone care to join me?

*wiggles eyebrows*

hmm in Mana Khemia 2.
all character dissapear O:

except

Flay Gunnar

AFTER

[his hair...>_>]

Tony

[that dfkjhszfksbfv.he always picks a fight -.-
AFTER


and~ et~

AND MANDY FOR GOD SAKE SHE LOOKS JUST LIKE YOU!
xD

unfortunate incidents

hahaha yesterday went for job interview with Tian at the Curve *_*

i was at home fixing my hair..
then i got sms from Tian saying ;;;

kurochang
27-Oct-2009 3: 23 pm
AHHHHHH 4 THE FIRST
TIME IN MY LIFE I WENT
INTO A GUY TOILET
ACCIDENTLY T.T

sorry tian T^T too tempting XD

ITS OKAY TIAN! I ASO EXPERIENCE THIS BEFORE. not only you. at least once in a lifetime girls will accidently go boys bathroom wan xD experience MAH *roflol*
i got kick guy's 'you-know-what' at std 6 bcoz he was damn annoying.
>:

I LAUGHED SO HARD my mom thought i was crazy. xD
[Feli aso did the same thing except mom part when i told her just now xD]

tian tian what the hell..
your power of blur-ness is very awesome xD
it comes from the genes ? xDDDD

*got bitten till bleeding by Tian*
T^T

hope we get into the job ahurhurhur...

me and Feli daddy had a bet . keke.

FELI YOU MUST JOIN US BOTH AT OUR JOB ~!

if we cant get this job then
we shall apply @ Papa Rich Pizza @ pyramid
RM4.50/hour~

GUESS WHAT? just now i wanted to ask for this job..
I SAW LYNN. MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. she just started her part-time today xD
i always bump into her in unexpected time O3O

oh oh gtg ngehehehe bye~

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Nice legs, Daisy Dukes,
Makes a man go (whistles)
That's the way they all come through like (whistles)
Low-cut, see-through shirts that make ya (whistles)
That's the way she come through like (whistles)

bahaha

if ur crazy enuff to listen my blog songs it can be looping over and over. most of the songs is i like wan <3. wait. LOVE. if u like it u can enjoy it bwahahahahaha *cough*

magnet is osm.


---

[Miku/Luka]dakiyosete hoshii　tashikamete hoshii
[Miku/Luka]machigai nado nain da to　omowasete
[Miku/Luka]KISU wo shite　nurikaete hoshii
[Miku/Luka]miwaku no toki ni yoishire oborete itai no

boredom sparks

ahahaha these few days was osm xD

Friday : gone to Xan's hse.
Saturday : Hetalia Day Outing *_*
Sunday : nothing U_U
Monday : Deeparaya xD
Tuesday[tmrw] : job interview
Wednesday : Class Party
Thursday : nth U_U
Friday : nth orz

bawww i want moar activities
i feel like no life after PMR.
wake up, toilet, ps2, com, ps2, food, com, draw, bath, sleep. everyday =_=

i shall post up some piccas of today and on hetalia day
and if im rajin enuff i will post my wig try outs for ..FUN.
i just wanna see how well i fit in diff. color wigs *v*

strangely i look ok in pink wigs orz.

remind meh to ignore any cbox messages coz i seem to reply to all orz
anonymous and known ones. T_T
slap meh or wtv.

P.S : im spelling this words out wrong ish just for the fun =_= dun take it as im bad at spelling ahahahah *shot'd*

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Just be friends All we gotta do Just be friends
It’s time to say goodbye Just be friends
All we gotta do Just be friends
Just be friends
Just be friends…

Ukandan da Kinou no asa hayaku ni
Wareta GURASU Kaki atsumeru youna
Kore wa ittai nandarou Kitta yubi karashitataru shizuku
Bokura wa konna koto Shitakatta no kana

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you

.....RIGHT. i may be cheerful, honest but no one seems to like me =-=

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

..RAWR~ i dont.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

ahahaha.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

LOL

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

i think not.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

~

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

okay o_o

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

true true Q_Q

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

i am?

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When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest


Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

drawing

utr

happy bday Tsuna~

sketch.

i knw its ugly lah
so SHATTAP D=

and

i wanted to sell this as bookmarks
but its too ugly so yeah~
and uncolored. i has no tablet ._.

/dies

why dont my parents choose whether to buy me Copic[RM680] or buy me tablet[rm300+]
haiz.
=-=

did i mention my drawings changed drasticly? since i joined dA xD

this is mua. lol. *dies*


i know im so pretty *perasan*
/shot'd

im ugly lah. drawing and real one.

im mafia woot mafia woot maf-- *is tonfa'd by Hibari*

Q_Q